Battered Mind

"Ok...yes, there has got to be a way out of this...." I muse. I turn my head to focus on something or someone and then my mind wanders off to a completely different subject, like eternity. My mind rages in a spiritual battlefield. What do I fix my mind on? Truthfully I admit that it doesn't settle but on one thing - eternity. Yes, heaven, hell, demons, angels, me, you. It's a war that I can't get my mind off of even for a second. The most awful things to bear, though, when your awareness to spiritual darkness and light are plain to you, are the burdens of a battered mind because of not doing anything about it.